The last couple of days haven't been all that great.
Millville, NJ was fun - we visited some friends that we hadn't seen for a long time. Stayed up that night playing board games - Cranium, Taboo, and Scrabble. I had to leave the next day to go to work unfortunately, but work went smoothly.
Work lately has been bad...I feel like its the only part of my life when I'm at home. It tears me away from everyone else and everything else thats important. All the plans that I made have fallen through... Maybe its just me being depressed after working New Years Eve and Day and dealing with the same crap from customers...
The only plans that I really wanted to go through for break, involving getting 2 friends to Baltimore next week seem to be falling through now. One more thing going wrong.
I did do one thing that I needed to, and thats resolve to go to Europe over Spring Break. I don't know how I'm going to go (I have some money saved up) or exactly when or where or any of the other questions I should have answered. But I know I want to go, and I feel that if I don't go now, I don't know when I will. The questions will be answered as we hit March.
Sunday is my last day at the theater...probably forever. I really don't care: I need something to change in my life. My dislike and loathing for Community Development at La Salle grows - another job that I've disliked in recent weeks (after being employed there for 2 years, and knowing everyone in the division, they still misspelled my name on an "inviation" to a mandatory leadership development day that I have no desire to attend AGAIN.)
So, I guess I'm not doing so hot right now... This break is going too fast.
Posted by Matthew at January 2, 2003 12:37 AM